I have been selfish while i was emo-ing.


I guess, I must live on stronger, and put any selfish feelings to rest.


For if I am weak, I can no longer protect you.


I want to stand by your side and fight this battle.


Even if that means sacrificing my secret happy ending.


With the days ahead of us, I wish to paint a rainbow in our sky.


Please, step on these arms and leap up towards your dreams.


I want to at least, be your ever helpful... friend.

what's the use of these eyes if all i see is sadness

what's the use of these wrists if they can no longer draw

what's the use of lessons if i cant focus on them

what's the use of this face if its just fugly and irritate ppl

what's the use of eating when i am just wasting resources

what's the use of trying when i already know the truth


i am just a weakling who cant push the blade deep enough

a weakling who cant climb up that curb


let me disappear from your sight and save u all the burden

i am useless when i am not cheerful but my face can no longer lie


i am sorry













perhaps... just my ears remain, so that amidst the darknesses

i can still hear your voice.

学園の七階から、幸せをみった。
その永遠の夢に、落ちる。

ごめん、
俺は弱くで、
君の側に伝えたいでも、
失格しました。

ありがと、
色々楽しかったの頃。
その記憶
忘れたくない。

さよなら、
君の負担をなりたくない。
俺は闇の世界へ旅します。
たぶん、ある日、戻ります。




幸せように ~

仲間だ!

飛びます

if i wrote it

i would forget it

happy days

best kept frozen

hence i must end my memories here

to keep them for eternality

Lost

~meh~